Sunday, February 10, 2002
dieting. doing well. excercising. worked issues out with freinds. now have towork issues out with self and brother.
Friday, February 08, 2002
i am fat. i am fat. i am fat.
i really hate people that dont care. i mean i know not everyone is gonna care about me, but i hate people who pretend to care but really dont.
Monday, February 04, 2002
ok, six things very wrong with my life:
1. i am going out with a very very EX boyfriend with little personal hygene
2. i hate all my freinds.
3. most of my friends are trendoids.
4. i am a loser but i am the only person in my group of friends who has made out for longer than a minute.
5. my cat is my best friend.
6. i didnt put baby oil on after shaving my bikini line. ouch.
Thursday, January 31, 2002
hahaha!!!!!!!!!!! kid, dont throw up on the microphone.
Sunday, January 27, 2002
i love being a member on the JCC. its like having one huge family. we all laugh, joke, fight, tease...the only thing thats different is, we all love and accept one another for who we are. at school its different. we all are divided like salami, into groups, categorized and numbered like cattle at a slaughterhouse. two groups never mingle or blend. its all just one community of sectionalism and self-obsession. no one undestands me there, not even my best freinds anymore. no one cares to understand me.
but in the JCC its different. you come to someone with a problem, youre flooded with responses and concerns. people genuinely like one another, and if they dont, they just dont speak. there are plenty of people to choose from to be freinds with! i feel loved and accepted by most, and those who dont love or accept me there i seriousely dont care about. isnt it strange? some people might say i dont have a life, and they are probably right. some people would say im weird to love and trust a community of strangers so much and they are probably right. but at least i have freinds! :p
so thats my tribute to the JCC. i love most of them all. i will probably remember the hundreds of hours i have spent there laughing and joking with my freinds, fellow geeks, true soulmates.
now i REALLY am convinced i dont have a life...;)
Thursday, January 24, 2002
i am now officially dubbed "over-obsessed with new star wars movie girl" lol!!! its fun being a geeky superhero.
Wednesday, January 23, 2002
you know what i ahte? guys who think they're macho just bc theyhave books titled "beyond hell: my life as a marine" and "black hawk down". oooh, it said hell! ooh, you have a book about WAR! ya well im dorry, war isnt funny and it doesnt make you cool. id like to see them in a cockpit of a bomber, missiled flying past them. id like to see them waltz into afghanistan. really, though, id pay money to see that. theyd wet their freakin pants! and itd be funny. id laugh my @$$ off at their stupidity. they think killing is cool or something! hhahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! theyre gonna be the next colombine. have fun in juvi, boys.